Christmas Day :)

I know, I know... I should've blogged more before this. But nevermind.

All I want for Christmas is my...my sunshine!

And Jesus ;D

I'd like to wish my fellow readers(if I have any, I know la, I don't T.T),

A very Merry Christmas,

and a blissful New Year! :)

May the Lord bless you all and guide you throughout the year, 2011.

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I'd like to also apologize to my love for not getting him anything for Christmas.

==' I phail. I just don't know what to give you, dear.

And I'm not a working woman so I don't have the money.

I really apologize whole-heartedly,

inside out,

and from the bottom of my heart.

You know I love you so much.

And I'm a hugeeeeee JERK.

All I could do was...

Plan B. LOL.

(You wouldn't understand xD)

Once again I am listening to Paramore on my iTunes.

And later on I'd have to help my parents serve people who are coming to the house.

It's Christmas, yeah.

The birth day of Jesus :)

I've not opened up my presents yet.

I've only received one. LOL. From Jolene.

I think I can guess what it is,

considering how thin it felt when I got it from her.

A CD! O.O

Once again, Merry Christmas peeps! ;D

Feeling Unwell

Right, my body's heating up. I started having a sore throat earlier in morning. I dreamt about someone 3 times in a row this week. Even if I don't remember what happened in my dreams, I knew he was in them.

I caught dad's flu. And cough. And fever. I don't want to fall sick again. I had a terrible sore throat around 2 weeks ago. Argh. Now I'm playing Paramore songs to 'rock' me up a bit and get me in the rocker spirit(\m/), ...but it's not really working. (/w\) I hate it when you get those sudden aches in your body when you're having a good time. Well, I'm not really having a good time, but still, it sucks.

I helped out at church in the afternoon today. I feel good. I cleaned the toilets a bit, swept the hall and the worship room, swept a classroom. I really think my duties are slowly making me weak. Meaning, more work LESS play. LOL.

Did I tell you I am a fan of action games like Red Alert and C.O.D.? But it's been a long time since I've played these games. Back then it was the holidays, my brothers had nothing else to do so they took the PlayStation 2 from me. I never really had a chance to play games anywhere. And this holiday too. Even if I finished my chores and all, I'd feel exhausted after and really, I just need to rest. And later in the evening, I'd be re-energized so I sleep late at night. =.= And that's why I have an unbalanced sleeping routine, and I'm only 13.

Well, guess it's just the duties of a teenage girl. No, duty of a teenage girl under strict parents.

Now I'm really feeling like a sack of potatoes. No, you don't know what I mean. It means I feel 'heavy' all over and my body aches and I'm sitting like a sack of potatoes. Super.

Sorry you had to read all that. I'm just not having the time of my life here.

That's it. Nighties!

I hope my sunshine's okay though. Heh. :)

Words Aren't Enough

...

I can't be any more straightforward.

I don't want to let you go.

I don't want you to leave.

Dear, I think about you more than you know.

And I realise, that without you,

not only am I alone,

I'm lonely too.

...

Wednesday OFF-Day

Hello! I'm free on Wednesday(s) because my maid comes to do all the chores before noon. So anyway, I just webcam-ed with a few buddies for about an hour. It was nice. But since we've got nothing to talk about, yeah, we found ourselves with nothing to say. So I insisted on karaoke-ing. Here are more photos:

LOL Khairina PHAIL.

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Gorgeous Girl (Khairina) ;D

In the middle of screaming into the mic XD

Ahhh. Her eyes :D! LOL

Someone's credit has expired so I'm not texting him right now. I am so bored! =.=

That's all for now! Ja ne!

The Random Post

Lately, I've been ignoring someone it is annoying him to the core. I know it. I've been going insane and obsessed watching Skins every single day. Though I do stop to text him for little chats. I know it's not good to do this to him but I can't help it. I want to know what's going to happen to these group of friends. I love Skins :)

Just two days ago, someone messaged me about whether I'll be faithful or not. And then the following night I dreamt about Sidley(a fictional character from Skins, Sid for short). It was so real. He was holding me close and doing all sorts of yucky stuff to me. But I enjoyed it. LOL. Then I realised I already have a guy. And then the guilt started to sink in. I was devastated, really; trying to come up with the best way to explain the situation to my guy. And then I woke up. LUCKILY. It was only just a dream. I don't know if it was good or bad but I know I'm really obsessed with that show now.

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Anyway, I'm on a mission to find the perfect Christmas gifts for my peeps. I've made one gift myself and for the rest.... I don't know. I'm such a bad friend. All I'm doing everyday is watching Skins. But it is so, so ADDICTIVE. I. Have. To. Watch. It. Now.

Someone doesn't like this addiction of mine. He's tried to stop me several times already. But I just, can't help it. -(MONDAY 06 December 2010)

*EDIT*

My mom's attending a class/school reunion at a some Thai restaurant called Mango Tree. My older brother, Keith, had his plan to sleepover at a friend's canceled tonight. He is forced to babysit my little brother, Vincent and I. But he doesn't mind though. He can play with the computer all he wants.

So right, I had my ex boyfriend and another friend of Keith's over at my house not long ago. And I mustered up the courage to ask them(my ex and Keith's friend) what boys would like to receive as a gift. You know, I never thought I would actually get as far as to talk to my ex so casually and naturally. It feels like reality had slapped me in the face 3 months ago and then now, I've sucked all of it up. Feels like I'm finally growing up. I know that, it's right not to look back at the painful past now. It never was. And I never regret.